Jessica Simpson has revealed that she was sexually abused as a baby, and that it led to a dependence on medication and alcohol as an grownup.
The pop star, actor and shoe mogul writes in her new memoir that she was “killing myself with all of the consuming and capsules”, and solely sought remedy after hitting “rock-bottom” in 2017. She has been sober ever since.
In Open Guide, Simpson theorises that her addictions stemmed from trauma associated to being abused by the daughter of a household buddy from the age of six.
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“It might begin with tickling my again after which go into issues that had been extraordinarily uncomfortable,” she writes, in an extract revealed by Individuals Journal. “For six years, I used to be abused by this lady throughout our household’s visits.”
Simpson says that she finally instructed her mother and father concerning the abuse, however added that regardless of being the sufferer, “I felt within the incorrect”.
“We by no means stayed at my mother and father’ buddies’ home once more, however we additionally didn’t speak about what I had mentioned,” she writes.
Simpson additionally reveals that she has struggled with nervousness since her teenagers, and that she was positioned on a strict weight-reduction plan after being instructed by managers that she should drop pounds so as to turn into a star.
“On my 17th birthday, I flew to New York for conferences with file labels,” she writes. “I sang ‘Wonderful Grace’ for Tommy Mottola at Columbia and he wished to signal me. After which he mentioned, ‘You gotta lose 15 kilos.”
“I instantly went on an especially strict weight-reduction plan, and began taking fat burners,” she continues, “which I’d do for the following 20 years.”
Simpson’s memoir moreover sees her recall her shock after former boyfriend John Mayer referred to her as “sexual napalm” in a career-destroying journal interview.
Open Guide is launched on Four February.